To my little love

Dear Hayden,

Two years ago today you were on your way into this world, and I couldn't WAIT to meet you. Time has literally flown by as you've grown from a stubborn, people-loving, snuggle-giving, paci-addicted infant to a stubborn, people-loving, snuggle-giving (when I can catch you), paci-addicted toddler. Looking back, I can't believe how much of your personality was present in your first few months. Strong-willed from the very beginning, sleep was a major battle, but you thrived on routine and were happiest around those who love you. I can't say I enjoyed every minute of it - the sleepless first weeks, the "witching hour," the battles we've faced over food pickiness. And it wouldn't be realistic to say that I have. But it's all been worth it. Every single second, whether giggling and snuggling or crying tears of frustration and inadequacy as I watched you cry. You're not a steriotypically "easy" child, but I can honestly say I wouldn't have it any other way, and my heart could literally break in half with love for you.



I can't even describe the joy and sunshine you've brought into my life. These past few months have been especially wonderful as you've grown into a communicating, intelligent, reasonable, sensitive little person. You adore your crib. It's your safe haven and find comfort in the 5 "friends" and at least as many pacis, and despite our rough start with sleeping, you're the absolute best-sleeping toddler I've ever met. From the second I get you in the morning, you talk, talk, talk my ear off all day, and it's SO fun to hear you say more and more sentences, use your imagination, and come up with the craziest things to say. You never stop moving. Ever. Even while watching your beloved Thomas or Wiggles, you're constantly multitasking. Lunch is your favorite meal, and I think you could live off of peanut butter and fruit if I let you. You're a mama's boy but adore rough-housing and playing with your Daddy and uncles. You have the most awesomely contagious laugh I've EVER heard, and it's impossible to be in a bad mood around a giggling Hayden. As active as you are, you love to "rock-a-baby" before bedtime and give the BEST hugs.



I pray for you so much - especially that as you grow you'll use your strong will and people-loving personality for good, and more specifically for God's glory. I pray that you'll love and adore him as Savior and Friend.

Happy, happy birthday angel bug!

Love, Mommy